Cindra walks through endless hallways

She walked onwards placing one foot carefully in front of the other, fighting the exhaustion that had sunk deep into her bones. She felt as though she had been walking forever, down here in the dank depths below the earth, through the endless hallways.

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The corset of her black mourning dress was hindering her pregnant belly uncomfortably, and the dark veil that fell around her face was making it difficult to see in the dim light. But still she continued her journey, not pausing to gaze at the multitudes of tombs lining the walls beside her. She could feel the oppressive weight of the dead crowding in on her, making it difficult to breath, difficult to lift her feet with each footstep.

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Finally she saw the end of the caverns, her destination looming up out of the darkness. She paused for a moment to stare ahead of her and then boldly continued. She could not explain why she was here in these cold, dark tunnels, nor what it was she had found. All she knew was that some force was pulling her inexplicably towards the far end of the hall and she could not fight it.

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When she finally reached her destination she gazed up at the tapestry that hung above the coffin. She peered at in the light of the two braziers burning brightly on either side of the wooden box. She should have been surprised that it bore her husband’s coat of arms but she was not. The symbol seemed more poignant to her now, the branches tentatively spreading upwards while the roots struggled desperately for firm ground. And now there was only one branch left, her husband’s reaching skyward, the others torn from the trunk and discarded. But there was still hope, the first new growth budding within her.

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A feeling of unbearable sorrow descended on her and she fell to her knees, clasping her hands, her head bowed in submission. Tears began to roll down her face, dripping to disappear in the black folds of her dress as though they had never been cried.

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She began to pray fervently for the one who lay in the coffin before her, her words coming out between sobs. She did not know who lay there but the grief was so overwhelming she thought she would die, her heart bursting inside her chest with the dreadful feeling.

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As her weeping gradually became softer she began to notice a strange sound come from the coffin before her. She rose to her feet as quickly as her swollen figure would allow drawing back in horror as she realised it was the sound of fingernails scraping on the soft wood inside.

A muffled moan came from inside. Dear Gods! she thought. Someone had been locked in there alive, brought down here into the crypts and left alone to die in the frigid depths.

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She rushed forward fumbling with the fastenings, trying to drag open the lid with her trembling hands. But it was firmly shut and her fingers began to bleed as the splinters of wood tore shreds off them. She did not notice the pain in her desperation to free the inhabitant, clawing wildly at the box before her.

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Without warning the lid flew open as though from a force within. A wave of stench hit her, so foul it caused her to cringe backwards retching. It was unmistakable, the scent of death. She had smelt it before, as a child, when she and Lochan had found a cat that had been dead for weeks trapped in a room beneath the castle. She remembered her disgust at the maggots writhing beneath the poor creatures skin, the dull, milky eyes looking up at her blindly, but most of all the smell of rotting flesh that had made her violently sick. She had been wrong, the body in the coffin could not have been living.

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She groaned in dread, her eyes unable to look away from the pale figure lying in the coffin before her. She could not see the girl’s face, its features hiding behind a shock of red hair. She thought she could see a slight twitching in the limbs and wondered a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach, if maggots had somehow found their way into the girl’s coffin.

It was not maggots, but the corpse’s fingers which Cindra now noticed were bloody, the fingernails ragged and torn, were moving slightly. She opened her mouth to scream but not sound came forth.

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She gasped in her horror as the body slowly began to rise out of the coffin. Cindra gave a strangled sob as the face began turning towards her, the dark red hair began slipping away from it.

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She awoke her heart thumping so hard in her chest she though it would break through her ribcage. The baby inside her was kicking at her desperately. She tried to calm herself for its sake, rubbing her belly gently but it was clearly distressed. Thank goodness it had just been a nightmare, she thought. A particularly realistic one though. She quickly checked her hands to make sure there was no blood. No, it had only been a dream. She carefully maneuvered her heavy body out of the bed trying not to wake Garrick. He had been sleeping a lot better these last few nights and she did not want to disturb him.

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She paced back and forth in the small room trying to comfort her growing baby and to slow the beating of her heart.

“Cindra”, she heard a drowsy voice calling from the bed. Damn, she had woken him after all.

“Are you alright my love”, he asked pulling back the covers, “is that baby of ours giving you trouble?”.

He stood up and lit the candles then padded over to her.

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“Just a little”, she replied, unhappy about the obvious waver in her voice, “We’re alright though. I didn’t want to wake you”.

“That’s alright, I don’t mind”, he said leaning down to rub her belly with his huge hands, “now listen you in there. Stop kicking your mother. She’s not very big remember and I know it is getting a bit crowded in there but it’s not too long now and there will be plenty of room to kick as much as you like when you get out here”.

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Cindra couldn’t help but chuckle. Garrick was right, there wasn’t much room and it seemed like she was carrying a rather large baby. Not that it was surprising given the size of her husband. She sighed and rubbed her aching back.

“Here, let me do that for you”, Garrick began to knead her tired back with his strong hands. She could feel the tension melting away beneath his touch. She was so silly to have been upset by that dream. Even if it had been so real. She shuddered as she thought about the twitching figure, the pale face turning towards her.

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She turned and threw her tiny body at her husband, desperate to be held in his strong arms where she knew she was safe. He caught her with a grunt, wrapping his muscular arms around her body as she pressed her little face against his warm, hairy chest.

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“Well then”, he laughed, “seems someone needed a hug. You just have to ask you know”.

“Now let’s get you back to bed”, he gently untangled himself from her grasp and led her over to the bed.

Once he had settled her in, pulling the blankets over both of them and tucking them carefully around her belly.

“Come over her you silly thing”, he said, pulling he gently towards him and putting his arms around her.

“Do you think you can sleep again now”, he asked, kissing her softly on the tip of her upturned nose.

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“I don’t know”, she replied, her voice still trembling slightly, “Garrick will you hold me”.

And so he did and she laid her head on his chest, burying her face in the wiry red hair that flowed down his shoulders. She stayed there listening to him whisper to her in the dark, his fingers gently stroking her arm, until sleep finally found her again in his warm embrace.

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Tadhgar

5 responses to “Cindra walks through endless hallways”

  1. Aithne says:

    Oh, I feel so honoured to have this post to read. Apparently you updated recently. ^^ Different timezone, though. Cindra and her husband! *sigh* But that hallway is worrying. Gorgeous pictures, but worrying. At first I thought she was worried about her husband, but then I saw the coffin and realised. Mella! She’s slowly going to suck down the rest of the people with her? Noo! They must redeem Mella! Clothe her in silver and dunk her in holy water! *sob* I don’t know if you’re planning on having miracles occur, but I hope so. It seems cruel not to let a nun who has suffered so much to not get a miracle to save her!

  2. Lothere says:

    Finally! A shirtless Garrick! I shall ever remember you as a woman who keeps her word! :-D He was worth the wait. I notice he is not the hairy bastard Dunstan is, and now I want to download some more skins with less hair…

    I didn’t much like Cindra at the beginning but she is quickly turning into one of my favorites! So cute and small next to her big hairy shirtless husband. And so thoughtful and mature of her not to worry him with her dream. She has grown up so much in such a short time, despite staying as pinchable as a toddler.

    The dream is quite worrying, however. I am guessing she is dreaming about the same girl as Garrick now, which is so disturbing.

    The fact that she is buried beneath his family’s coat of arms certainly seems to hint that she’s a member of his family. I’m still thinking a sister. Maybe a close cousin. But it’s just not normal for Cindra to be dreaming about her! And I hope the baby was only upset because Cindra’s heart was racing, etc.

    I wanted to say that I loved the part where she was looking at his coat of arms and thinking about how all the branches had been cut off but his, and about the baby inside of her being a little bud. So sweet! It is funny, too, because I use the same symbol for Alred’s family (is it from LOTR? :oops: I am so clueless about such things). I wrote in a chapter somewhere that Matilda thought it was appropriate that the tree appeared to be uprooted, since her husband was an exile far from his home. But I guess the same could be said about Garrick!

    And the pictures were gorgeous. I must ask — do you remember where you got all the wonderful stone coffins lining the walls? I have been wanting such a tomb for ages to put in my catacombs. I am using a sort of table for Maud’s tomb now, but it’s only two squares long, and it looks kind of crowded in there.

  3. Mao says:

    I can’t leave a long comment, strapped for time, but I really enjoyed this entry. At first, I was wondering if it was a dream or if the weird stuff was coming back. I could tell by the lighting something was up (great job, btw). I also really love how you did the tomb!

    I read Lothere’s comment and the whole thing about her being family, whoa. But not unheard of back then. I can’t wait to see what this all means!

  4. Aithne says:

    *blink* Family? Oh, stupid me. That’s troubling. Even more portents of trouble? I thought Harry-blech-sorry-I-meant-Mella was the only problem. My sister is watching the first Harry Potter movie, and it’s got me muddled up. However, I can say, “I can’t do a British accent” in a fairly good imitation of one now.

    You know, I’ve noticed that hair seems to convey cuteness and prettyness and innocence for some reason, being used by Cindra and Hetty and Maud and one of my peasantry from my first failed RKC attempt. :P

    Still confused over the stake/werewolf/silverbullet/vampire thing. I don’t know, but I guess that silver is a fairly common warding-off method, so it may work for both, but one could be more effective. Verity, no werewolves have you, right? You do have Pets though, but werewolves don’t look too realistic, I think, so maybe Mhalwae will be spared?

    Ugh, you know, I give up on the stake/bullet thing. Besides, maybe it’s just a modern myth? Maybe back in the day they warded off vampires with . . . strips of altar cloths! Or beautifully calligraphed pages of the Bible? Ohh, I know, what about a huge pitcher of holy water and a relic? There must be so many relics to use! I vote St. Llowel, an obscure Welsh saint. I’m not sure how saintly he was, seeing as I can’t dig up anything at all about him, but I’m sure he must have been properly saintly and all to be a saint.

    I keep on fixating on Mella, but I desperately want her to be cured. Even if the coffin is not Mella’s, I do worry, because Cindra is having haunting dreams that remind me of Mella! And Cindra seems too happy to have such problems. I worry.

  5. Verity says:

    I told you you’d get your shirtless Garrick. Poor old Garrick… I have to admit he is wandering around the lot in the nude at the moment. I wanted to check out the skin and also the tummy hair (see I said tummy hair instead :) and I guess I haven’t actually saved since then. Oh dear… I am so terrible.

    I remembered that chapter with Matilda when I was writing it and actually I was trying to not make it too similar but I wanted to use the same symbol for them and I wanted Cindra to comment on it. I hope I suceeded. And you’re right about the LOTR thing… I think it is the symbol of Gondor.

    The tomb comes from MtS2 as almost everything does it seems :) The user who made the ships I have also made a very cool Phantom of the Opera graveyard which is here if your interested. It doesn’t include the tombs but has some other cool stuff. The tombs are here.

    I am not sure about the silver thing Aithne. I don’t know everything about vampires unfortunately… but I think generally the silver thing is against werewolves (and I’m not going to say whether I have them or not yet). If you check out this wiki on vampires (which you probably have already… they don’t mention silver. They do mention a whole lot of other stuff you can use to ward of vampires depending on where you come from. But I know silver has been used in some modern vampire movies. I guess generally people adapt the old mythology for what they want so you will find vampires in modern fiction have very different likes and dislikes. For example I think the Anne Rice vampires have to be created on purpose by another vampire whereas everyone who is bitten in Buffy becomes one. I have jumped on this band wagon so my “vampire” has the characteristics that I want them to have. Since there are so many different types of vampires depending on which folklore you look at anyway and sometimes they contradict each other you have to make some choices. And he isn’t strictly a vampire anyway… I guess I have sort of based him on a cross between a vampire and a medieval revenant.

    Okay gotta go now after this hugely long comment. Boyf is waiting to watch Die Hard (yes the old one I have never seen it).

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